Welcome to Phoebe & Pilar's Life

I’m having the sticky mess which is avocado & condensed milk. Other kiwi kiss: strawberries, peach, mango etc! 7/28/14. (at Cha2O Restaurant & Dessert Lounge)

I’m having the sticky mess which is avocado & condensed milk. Other kiwi kiss: strawberries, peach, mango etc! 7/28/14. (at Cha2O Restaurant & Dessert Lounge)

Sinigang Salmon! Needed this :) love the sour! 7/28/14. (at Gerry’s Grill Artesia)

Sinigang Salmon! Needed this :) love the sour! 7/28/14. (at Gerry’s Grill Artesia)

Something about the Dasani water bottle that she like…I tried to take it away…and u see it back in her hands?!! Lol #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/27/14.

Something about the Dasani water bottle that she like…I tried to take it away…and u see it back in her hands?!! Lol #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/27/14.

Then and Now

I used to think I wasn’t smart or beautiful. This is why I could never commit to a relationship. I always thought I wasn’t good enough or had a high degree and my profession wasn’t worth anything. I felt that a guy deserved to be with someone who had a great career. I pretty much felt like a loser.

In a way I still feel this way today, but it’s not a big issue to me because I feel like the birth of my beautiful daughter has given me strength. She has made me feel like I achieved something far rewarding, motherhood. Everyday, I look at her & I’m still in disbelief that she came from me! I’m still learning along the way. We are learning together!!

I just want to be the best mother and role model for her. I didn’t have that as I grew up. Having my daughter has given me motivation to better myself so I will live longer and be here for her.

There is love for me, and I’m sure that one day it will find me. I’m in no hurry to get married but would be nice some day. My main priority is taking care of my daughter. As she get older, she will understand the sacrifices and love for her. I love you baby girl!

My sweet angel ❤️

Love, Mommy P

Baby P fell asleep on me while I am taking the online sessions ha! Multi tasking!! #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/26/14.

Baby P fell asleep on me while I am taking the online sessions ha! Multi tasking!! #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/26/14.

Good morning! Phoebe is moving about! #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/26/14.

Good morning! Phoebe is moving about! #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/26/14.

Good morning sweetheart! Happy Friday! #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/25/14.

Good morning sweetheart! Happy Friday! #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/25/14.

It’s been a year and you’re always remembered and never forgotten! I love you Vangoey ❤️RIP. I wished you were here to meet my daughter. I know she would of loved you! 7/24/14.

It’s been a year and you’re always remembered and never forgotten! I love you Vangoey ❤️RIP. I wished you were here to meet my daughter. I know she would of loved you! 7/24/14.

Um hello! Take notes fellas lol #repost from @msprettykat 👍

Um hello! Take notes fellas lol #repost from @msprettykat 👍

Grrr I had my carrots! Thanks Ate Ella :) #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/24/14.

Grrr I had my carrots! Thanks Ate Ella :) #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/24/14.

It’s a Small World Baby and I’m blessed you are apart of it! ❤️ 7/23/14.

Phoebe got a new stroller and I put it together myself! I picked this stroller cuz it moves easily and the top covers Phoebe more from the sun when we go to Disneyland! 7/23/14/.

Phoebe got a new stroller and I put it together myself! I picked this stroller cuz it moves easily and the top covers Phoebe more from the sun when we go to Disneyland! 7/23/14/.

Phoebe wouldn’t let go of this water bottle! I made sure it was clean. Photo taken 7/22/14. #inkwellfilter #phoebeandpilar ❤️

Phoebe wouldn’t let go of this water bottle! I made sure it was clean. Photo taken 7/22/14. #inkwellfilter #phoebeandpilar ❤️

Good morning! It’s so hot today! #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/23/14.

Good morning! It’s so hot today! #phoebeandpilar ❤️7/23/14.

Baby P knocked out after a good feeding :) time to go look for dinner ha!  (at Mickey’s Toontown)

Baby P knocked out after a good feeding :) time to go look for dinner ha! (at Mickey’s Toontown)