"CRY - LAUGH - LOVE - KISSES AND HUGS" -Pilar Beck
I used to think I wasn’t smart or beautiful. This is why I could never commit to a relationship. I always thought I wasn’t good enough or had a high degree and my profession wasn’t worth anything. I felt that a guy deserved to be with someone who had a great career. I pretty much felt like a loser.
In a way I still feel this way today, but it’s not a big issue to me because I feel like the birth of my beautiful daughter has given me strength. She has made me feel like I achieved something far rewarding, motherhood. Everyday, I look at her & I’m still in disbelief that she came from me! I’m still learning along the way. We are learning together!!
I just want to be the best mother and role model for her. I didn’t have that as I grew up. Having my daughter has given me motivation to better myself so I will live longer and be here for her.
There is love for me, and I’m sure that one day it will find me. I’m in no hurry to get married but would be nice some day. My main priority is taking care of my daughter. As she get older, she will understand the sacrifices and love for her. I love you baby girl!
My sweet angel ❤️
Love, Mommy P